Monday 5 December 2011

Tired...

Down in the education unit again...bored out of my mind -.-
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Hid my breakfast again this morning, I was 'supposed' to eat 2 slices of toast, but I just hid it up my jumper (it was boiling hot and it hurt my stomach like hell!!!)
For lunch it's sandwiches, so I'll just take the Chicken Salad sandwich (230kcal) and eat half of it without the crusts, then I'll skip dinner and snacktime completely.
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Karen (psychologist) is ringing me at 2.30pm today, so no doubt i'll be in more shit -.-
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Right, I'm going to go look for some new ana-buddies,

adios x

Friday 2 December 2011

D:

I can't get rid of all this unnecessary F.A.T!!! >_<
I'm determined not to eat until tomorrow dinnertime, I need to get the empty feeling back, so I can feel strong and in control again. I CAN do this, I will get down to 85lbs, I WILL I WILL I WILL!